Pamela Alexander

Five Poems
July 29, 2024 Alexander Pamela

FAMILY

 

His Dublin sister, two sons,
three nieces all called him
Himself—you could hear
the capital. Startled,

 

amused, annoyed
by his wildness, past and present—

 

race-car driving, madcap sails, cross-
country ski patrol, carousing once
with his buddies at four favorite bars
before “repairing” to the hospital
for his broken leg. You can’t
 
tell Himself a thing, not atall.
Takes after his Mum, he does.
Whose shenanigans got her tossed
out of three old folks’ homes.
Aye, dear, an outrage he is.

 

 

 

ROCKS

 

More miles with him
than with anyone else.

 

Desert and mountain,
rock at all elevations.

 

New Hampshire’s Monad-
nock, Arizona’s Wrightson

 

(nearly 20 years older
but thinner, fitter, he led),

 

up Colorado’s Mt. Democrat:
at 75 he wanted to bag

 

a 14,000 footer. Afterwards
he called it Mt. Republican.

 

Our politics weren’t aligned
like our steps. Thousands

 

of miles, the trail we made
together. Ten years.

 

 

 

A HIGH POINT

 

Booted, day-packed, hatted, we
switch-backed up toward Blackett’s,

 

rested at the saddle, tackled
the last rise, crested.

 

Walked the thinning ridge
past the End of Trail sign,

 

nestled among the rocks
to make coffee, break

 

chocolate. Ravens rode
the updrafts for a look

 

at us: humans
unreasonably high.

 

 

 

SOUTHWEST

 

*

 

A prickly pear held its paddles out,
the usual botanical display
of solar panels. But its bio-

 

chemistry was crashing, the skin
yellow, no longer able
to change sunlight into life.

 

*

We hiked, by ourselves
and with a club, but something
was stuck. Our place un-
furnished except for bed
and desks: I wanted a sofa, he
a loveseat. What if someone
visits?
Exactly, he said.

 

 

 

TRANSPORT

 

Night desert. Bright earth. Sharpness—

 

stars like needles, barrel cactus
bristling with fishhooks. Tick

 

of the cosmos close
to audible.

 

We left thornscrub
and hoodoos, the lucid air

 

that floats us all, drove
northeast every January

 

for my spring term teaching.
He would not stay in Tucson

 

but oh he must have missed
his big friends the mountains.

 

Instead, Ohio’s bean- and cornfields,
clouds and drizzle. Snowy owls

 

drifted south from Ontario.
He clouded, dimmed,

 

invented Elm Hall, our home
north or southwest.

 

 

These poems are from Left, winner of Beloit Poetry Journal’s 2024 Chad Walsh chapbook award, forthcoming in the fall.

Pamela Alexander’s Left, winner of Beloit Poetry Journal’s 2024 Chad Walsh chapbook award, is forthcoming in the fall. She is the author of four previous collections of poems, most recently Slow Fire. Earlier books were awarded the Yale Younger Poet and Iowa Poetry Prizes, and her work has appeared in many periodicals and anthologies. She taught creative writing at M.I.T. and Oberlin College for many years, and served on the editorial board of FIELD magazine. Her honors include fellowships at the Fine Arts Work Center and the Bunting Institute. She lives in Maine.