Rats
Sudden underfoot, this one cries back
echo of my outsized cartoon shriek.
In snow, I catch its passing by the tail’s
naked drag, line drawn through the fallen
flakes between footprints, making not map
but mockery of any designs on following.
In summer, certain nights fall like ancient
rites as the rats appear en masse, frenzied
to orgy or worship. My planted patch
bared down to a brown square by morning,
I have heard mint and I have heard:
smoke bombs and a shovel and a shop vac
in reverse, steel wool and ground glass
mixed into concrete, snap traps, glue traps,
poison pellets, ammonia soaked rags,
cat piss, a .22, anti-freeze, and something
called a Zapper, which takes 4 D batteries.
In the stark fluorescent light of labs,
they’re how we’ve come to know
what’s actually inside of us,
our pathways and our processes,
so why not in the this-is-not-a-test,
the dim and dirty actual of the world
as well? Loathing them’s the only issue
upon which our city’s residents can all
agree. The rat—that gnawer in the dark
whose open-rooted incisors grow endlessly
beveled, bedeviled, reviled, for whom satiety
is never-finished work, whose teeth without
relief would grow into a perfect spiral,
from whom we recoil without acknowledging
our own geometries of need and claim anathema
slips through our chain-link symmetries—cases
our foundations, traces where our walls meet
with the rub of its body’s grease and each night
reveals itself in us as too close to the furthest
thing from what think we want our want to be.