Page Hill Starzinger

Sidewinder
February 10, 2014 Starzinger Page Hill

Sidewinder

 

You say I rudely cut her off, that you had to apologize,

and yet you know nothing—I

looked her in the eye,

she didn’t move, speak; I

waited, still nothing—

it seemed like she was waiting for someone, a husband?—

I have given up waiting, I’d like you to know.

 

I was near to invisible.

 

I have almost cut my tongue off.

 

May I say:  I don’t want to be entered anymore. I have no use

for it.  No pleasure.

 

Staying in the motel on the exit ramp,

cars back and forward all day, night.

Just watching, sometimes. A little more hunched.  And then

a white rabbit between the road and out building.

So dirty.

 

The weather channel says an avalanche starts with two small grains.

 

I am planning to give everyone a microphone so they can hear the invisibles.

They may be shy, sick of, happy with, the silence.

 

How can I tell you what you need to know?

 

Burrowed in sand, small,

with a rattle.  Lethal

to little creatures.  Dangerous to people:

hemotoxic venom, they call it.  Permanent

damage, it demands medical

attention.  The experts say:  Leave it

alone.

Page Hill Starzinger’s second book, Vortex Street (2020), was short-listed for the Grand Prize in Poetry by the Eric Hoffer Award Committee. Her first book, Vestigial (2013), won the Barrow Street Book Prize, selected by Lynn Emanuel. Both are from Barrow Street Press. Her chapbook, Unshelter (2009), won the Noemi Chapbook Contest, chosen by Mary Jo Bang. Poems are forthcoming or have appeared in The New Yorker, Revel, American Poetry Review, Kenyon Review, Volt, High Country News, and others. Starzinger was Copy Director at Aveda for almost twenty years, and co-authored A Bouquet from the Met (Abrams, 1998). She was a Peter Taylor Fellow at Kenyon Review Summer Workshops in 2014 and 2018. She taught a Master Class at Hudson Valley Writer’s Center (2023) and a craft class at The Frost Place, A Center for Poetry & the Arts (2013). Starzinger lives in New York City. PageHillStarzinger.com