Marilyn A. Johnson

Standing in a Field
March 28, 2025 Johnson Marilyn A.

Standing in a Field

 

what I saw
standing in a field

 

a car sinking into itself
a car on the exhale
tilting a bit
its windows

 

shields
reflecting the sun

 

as the grass around
the pond shivered

 

what I heard
crickets complain
the disturbed crows

 

a distant clamor
almost human

 

that was a car sinking
a car full of sisters

 

who had a minute to break
the windows but instead
called nine-one-one

 

when the surface broke
and the pond swallowed its bitter meal
I stood useless in the field

 

no one could have told me
I’d walk these fields
the rest of my days
head bent looking for depressions
in the soil in the swale

 

scavenging for
bone a glitter of chrome  –
surface scatters

 

making a science
of my failure
as one does

Marilyn A. Johnson’s work has appeared in Plume 149 and 153, and in
FIELD, Hole in the Head Review, Inkwell, North American Review, On the Seawall,
Pedestal, Provincetown Independent, RHINO, and Salamander, and will soon
be published in U. City Review. She is the author of three works of non-fiction,
including Lives in Ruins (Harper Perennial). She lives in New York’s Hudson Valley.