Jay Hopler

A MORAL VICTORY IS STILL A DEFEAT
March 21, 2016 Hopler Jay

A MORAL VICTORY IS STILL A DEFEAT

 

        It was late in the year and late in the day,

And in Sant’Agnese in Agone

The light was not quite right.

      So late in the year, so late in the day,

 

       It should have been a watery amber

Dripping through that church’s high dome

Windows. Instead, it was a smoldered orange,

       Almost embered,

 

       And it rose from the floor

In front of the main altar, a kind of shimmer

That made of Guidi’s Holy Family an inferior mirage.

       That rose someone left on the floor

 

       In front of the main altar,

Was that where the light was coming from?

Was it coming from those candles burning

       On the main altar?

 

       No—, the light was shining

From the shrine, from the skull of the saint

Herself! No wonder it was winter,

       The weak sun shining,

 

       Everywhere but there!

The world grown cold and growing dark.

It was late in the year and late in the day.

       Everywhere but there—

Jay Hopler’s most recent book of poetry, The Abridged History of Rainfall, was a finalist for the 2016 National Book Award in Poetry. He teaches in the writing program at the University of South Florida.