From a Bench at MOMA
Don’t wanna, don’t wanna,
I really don’t want to go
Into the next room, don’t want to see
The red and yellow and blue
Rectangles and squares
Hemmed in by black lines. They’re beautiful
In their way, another day
And I would be theirs, drifting
One to the next, an empiricist who dissects to know
A primary Jehovah.
Wanna stay, wanna stay
Here on this bench, the woman
Next to me feeding a child from her breast. I hear
His suck and swallow
As I wade into the pond before me,
Three canvases wide. The water rises around
The ankles and knees of my sight, the scumbled strokes,
Glazy-thin washed ones–
Here’s a leaf
Squiggled greenly, right out of the tube,
There’s a lily, haute-pink, flaming against
The wandering, watery blues
Darkening as nakedness might. I’m floating
Now, floating toward the far, deep end
Onto which something tall
Has thrown its shade, O
Lavender-leaf-water god
For whom the votive lilies are burning.