[To say]
There are dead children all over and under this earth
to say your heart is broken is to translocate sorrow
to honor the stutter you carry always in its own cage
beast of the gaps unrested hesitations to say your heart
is broken is to say the river never wanted those particular
dead and is to also say the field full of mice going in fear
of all that has wings is also full of stubble the grain taken
dead and leavened by hands by time to say your heart
is broken is to see inside your mind all that is gone all
that has become the shadow of wings all that will never
again appear to say your heart is broken is to wish to end
the uneven engine mend it into silence or steady purr
is to say something about the impossibility of repair is to say
your heart your memories the field the river the bodies
are all intact and can never be saved no matter what