Maya Janson

Blown Away
January 25, 2023 Janson Maya

Blown Away

 

There’s something stuck in my throat, it might be the red-eyed
vireo I heard earlier—a song I swallowed to keep myself upright.

 

I would have followed it if I could, but anyway, these things we fix
our sights on, they all disappear. Like daylight, slipping slowly

 

until you look up, and you’re engulfed—so dark you can’t see
your own hands, your friend’s face. Face it, we say, meaning

 

get good with the truth—however striated. Get ready to be floored,
blown away by the ordinary—the old dog’s half-assed dash toward

 

a baby rabbit, the moon leaning its dark shoulder on a cloudbank
over our heads. I’m thinking of all those long summer days

 

when we sat around unsteady kitchen tables. What we spilled
and what we saved from spilling. When we pushed our chairs away

 

it was to step outside to listen, wind talking dirty to the lawn,
bees staggering back to their hive.

Maya Janson’s second poetry collection On the Mercy Me Planet was published by Blue Edge Books in 2022. Maya’s poems have appeared in The New Yorker, Best American Poetry and elsewhere. She lives in Western Massachusetts where she has been a lecturer in creative writing at Smith College and is currently employed as a community health nurse.