IN PURGATORY
Not easy.
Nothing came easy.
Nothing ever came easy.
Everything was hard.
Too hard.
Harder than it had to be.
Everything.
Did everything have to be so hard?
Harder than it had to be?
So much harder?
Everything?
Did anything ever come easy?
Easier?
Can I remember anything—anything easier?
Anything?
Could anyone have wanted it that way?
Who could have wanted it that way?
Look in the mirror.
Did I want it that way?
Did I want everything to be hard?
Harder than it had to be?
Who would want anything to be hard?
Who would want everything to be hard?
Harder than it had to be.
Look in the mirror.
Look!
There’s no explanation.
Nothing comes easy.
Harder than it has to be.
Everything.
Plume: Issue #109 September 2020