Dzvinia Orlowsky

Let the Dead Bury the Dead
August 25, 2017 Orlowsky Dzvinia

Let the Dead Bury the Dead

 

Surely she would want to hear one final song, something from the Carpathians, something folkloric about flying geese or curly hair, just to calm her nerves before he laid her to rest.  Or she might ask for a glass of chilled white wine, even though he never quite learned how to pour it well, forgetting to twist the bottle, or how to sip it, gazing into her eyes.  He would have to find his domino cufflinks, but first he would have to find his arms.  He hadn’t needed them for so long.  The wind shushed through where his ribs once curled, a fat robin lodged itself in the invisible branches that spread where a human heart once beat. He’d remember not to wear his Adidas maroon three-stripe sweat suit, the one that made him sweat only if she saw him and grew angry.  This is not the way to seduce me, her dark stormy eyes would reprimand.  Should he bring a shovel?  Could he bear to toss dirt on her remembering that he didn’t particularly like it, the sound like heavy intermittent rain drumming on the roof of his casket, his friends staring into the burial vault, wondering what it would be like down there instead.  Would she lie down quietly?  He’d remember to reserve the moon.  He’d ask a distracted God not to sweep too close to the stars. The tall grass would sway in the night breeze as if nothing had changed.  Maybe he wouldn’t need to bring his guitar, just his hands, if, he could remember where he last placed them.  He hoped not to disappoint her with his cup of cracked black walnuts and a blushed apple unwrapped from a white lapel handkerchief luring her into the next world. Any way, she was still very much alive.  Night after night she stood in front of their bathroom mirror brushing back her filaments of fine hair.  Why couldn’t he see her there—spraying clouds of Paris Eau de Toilette in large continuous circles onto her white gauze nightgown, hear her reticent sigh.

Four Way Books founding editor, Pushcart Prize winner, and a co- recipient with Jeff Friedman of an NEA grant for translation, Dzvinia Orlowsky has authored six poetry collections published by Carnegie Mellon University Press. Her newest from CMUP, Bad Harvest, is forthcoming in October 2018.