Why I’m Here
I have no clue-it was weird, yes
but I would say molested but
not abused like the one
here who was raped
repeatedly and caged or that one
chained four hundred days to a radiator…
But, the technicians insist (in laymen
terms) there is always the initial,
primal, if you will, incident after
which the connection to the body
is intrinsically damaged—think
electrical cord, think frayed—
it’s the culmination of subsequent,
less significant incidents that cause
the final, often irreparable, split.
We all here want, hope to be fixed—
but chances of a successful retro-fit
to the body depends
on remembering—
most cases are too far
gone, the damage.
Unbearable
—after Milan Kundera
Want to make love
outdoors and eat dark
bread knock out
this wall with a sledge-
hammer and let the night
in sink my arms in warm
mud all the way up
to my elbows swim
in the black river
that runs through the city—
all night, under water.
